belgian shepard

Today started out somewhat okay. I woke up after sleeping all night (finally) and took my mother to work. I drove back home listening to music and just enjoying the cool morning breeze. I even stopped at McDonaldapos;s to get a sausage biscuit because I thought I owed it to myself after staying away from junk food.

Well, I came home, ate, and then got ready to go to the DPS/DMV to get my driverapos;s license renewed. *sigh* Yeah, it expires tomorrow...on my birthday.

I donapos;t know why I get like this every year, but I do. I donapos;t look forward to it anymore because I know once I show the slightest bit of excitement or hope that something good will happen it usually just blows up in my face. Iapos;m pessimistic about alot of things, especially my birthday.

Iapos;m not expecting gifts, Iapos;m not expecting a celebration, Iapos;m not expecting anything special. I might get a couple of "Happy Birthday" wishes either here or on MySpace, but even then Iapos;m not gonna hold my breath.

*heavy sigh* I had actually been wishing that I could forget about my own birthday and just let it pass by like any other day. Sometimes I wish....oh, it doesnapos;t even matter.

Iapos;ll just shut up now.

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